我的公司有一名从马来西亚的同事， 今天就和他搭了同一趟车回家。当我问道他是否有意要跳槽的时候，他就很坦然地告诉我他想定下心来。 刚开始他是抱着一种很悲观的心态，之后他想通了。那就是更加积极的面对工作的挑战。之后我便搭上了一句：难怪你每天会那么开心，应该说是寻别人开心。他：别人开心他也就感到高兴。我：不是吧，你的快乐好像是建立在别人的痛苦。他：那么，平时我说的话你都感到伤心啊？他果然是个很有趣的人。但是有时候他的直率不讨好人，可能还会得罪人。我也希望能像他一样。能够更加乐观。 不管是在工作也好，学业也好，每一个困难都能自己的“心”锁解开。遇到更多困难真的能让我们便得更坚强吗？这应该在于我们是如何克服他吧。突然想起我在工作第一个星期的心情。我表面上是一个模样，那是压抑着自己的情绪而无法表达的。公司的环境和学校/家完全不同。可能应为这样我的容忍度提高了许多。很快下个星期我就像公司道别了，我很庆幸我没有“半途而废”， 应为我一定会后悔，那会是对自己的软弱而感到失望。到头来我还是在称赞我自己。哈哈。没办法，人总该为自己所完成的事感到自豪， 要不然生活会是如此的乏闷。好啦， 我本来不是想谈到这话题的。但对我而言，这两个月的工作让我觉得生活过的充实。这总比我在十二月做的工作来得好。好在是有学到一点东西。

过于乐观是自欺欺人，悲观是解决难题的绊脚石，这两个极端，人们不知是选择那一个呢？我是偏向悲观的。不知到时候我是以怎样的心态来面对。

AH! i love playing table tennis, its fun when u see the sport as a recreational activity. so back in secondary school or jc, preparing for competition dint make me enjoy the sport so much like i do now. =D SUNDAYS WILL BE FUN FROM NOW, oh no, its been fun for 2 weeks le. LOL. so table tennis shall substitute running.
ystd was valentines day. we ate new york new york, was rather surprised by the amt we ate. hahas. wanted to play pool but the queue was super long, so head back home. was quite late alr den met up with angela. i just realise everyone is dressing rather feminine nowadays.

another thing to mention, i have submitted a few job applications online and i receive a request for my full resume. i really wonder if i can get a job next mth and will i actually miss my current job? i must be crazy ba. crappy thoughts. i really hope some kind company takes me next mth, preferably mid month.

yay like i used to say, its really nice to have sth to look forward to, in life. =) sundays.

hellos! my god my weekend was rather packed. saturday chiong to meet evelyn in town while we shopped for clothes and shoes. the shoe was not what i intend to buy but nonetheless i still bought 1 at charles n keith. cos i love the design man, finally can wear sth that is less formal to work. lol then evelyn went ahead with her shoes frenzy, bought 2! after that went to see her dog's training.

today- i was quite tired in the morning, i took a quick nap b4 i prepare the food. mr lim invited us over to his house. and since it was a pot luck so we each brought some food over. lol and i did asparagus bacon while charis prepared the corn soup. i would love to eat the corn but dont wish to give myself any trouble hahas so i forgo my favourite food. and i forgot to tell charis that the soup is very nice. anyway the asparagus bacon received good feedback hahas.
rushed down to serangoon gardens for table tennis. oh well, i was rather sian when my senior called him to join us. and he brought another guy over. *shrug, a little funny, we only managed to book the table at 6 then instead of waiting for the guys to finish playing, we joined the other room. at least it was fun playing with the ppl in there. surprising one of the guy is yr 1 in srjc. after that we played on our own until 7pm, its been so long since i practise so much. it was way better than playing in school. yep so next sunday another table tennis session at serangoon gardens. i hope we will play tt more often. i realise every wkend im staying away from home, lol, its good in a way. i guess its ages since i felt that im leading a human life =D

i wanna scream right now. boredom is eating me up. feeling lousy every minute.
i think im really a complain queen.
would someone just tell me this: i cant have the best of both worlds.
bleah, going running later. no heavy dinner.
i dont know what else to say. hate being at home ALONE.

二月了！一天连续“刊登”两个posts 都是围绕着同样的东西。星期三就要考BTT 了啦！突然， 我想“莫名其妙”这四个字应该比较恰当，去考车。是我嫌时间太多吧。

我讨厌现在的处境。害怕和焦虑很快就被时间抹去。

i just need 4 more fridays

我的公司有一名从马来西亚的同事， 今天就和他搭了同一趟车回家。当我问道他是否有意要跳槽的时候，他就很坦然地告诉我他想定下心来。 刚开始他是抱着一种很悲观的心态，之后他想通了。那就是更加积极的面对工作的挑战。之后我便搭上了一句：难怪你每天会那么开心，应该说是寻别人开心。他：别人开心他也就感到高兴。我：不是吧，你的快乐好像是建立在别人的痛苦。他：那么，平时我说的话你都感到伤心啊？他果然是个很有趣的人。但是有时候他的直率不讨好人，可能还会得罪人。我也希望能像他一样。能够更加乐观。 不管是在工作也好，学业也好，每一个困难都能自己的“心”锁解开。遇到更多困难真的能让我们便得更坚强吗？这应该在于我们是如何克服他吧。突然想起我在工作第一个星期的心情。我表面上是一个模样，那是压抑着自己的情绪而无法表达的。公司的环境和学校/家完全不同。可能应为这样我的容忍度提高了许多。很快下个星期我就像公司道别了，我很庆幸我没有“半途而废”， 应为我一定会后悔，那会是对自己的软弱而感到失望。到头来我还是在称赞我自己。哈哈。没办法，人总该为自己所完成的事感到自豪， 要不然生活会是如此的乏闷。好啦， 我本来不是想谈到这话题的。但对我而言，这两个月的工作让我觉得生活过的充实。这总比我在十二月做的工作来得好。好在是有学到一点东西。

过于乐观是自欺欺人，悲观是解决难题的绊脚石，这两个极端，人们不知是选择那一个呢？我是偏向悲观的。不知到时候我是以怎样的心态来面对。

AH! i love playing table tennis, its fun when u see the sport as a recreational activity. so back in secondary school or jc, preparing for competition dint make me enjoy the sport so much like i do now. =D SUNDAYS WILL BE FUN FROM NOW, oh no, its been fun for 2 weeks le. LOL. so table tennis shall substitute running.
ystd was valentines day. we ate new york new york, was rather surprised by the amt we ate. hahas. wanted to play pool but the queue was super long, so head back home. was quite late alr den met up with angela. i just realise everyone is dressing rather feminine nowadays.

another thing to mention, i have submitted a few job applications online and i receive a request for my full resume. i really wonder if i can get a job next mth and will i actually miss my current job? i must be crazy ba. crappy thoughts. i really hope some kind company takes me next mth, preferably mid month.

yay like i used to say, its really nice to have sth to look forward to, in life. =) sundays.

hellos! my god my weekend was rather packed. saturday chiong to meet evelyn in town while we shopped for clothes and shoes. the shoe was not what i intend to buy but nonetheless i still bought 1 at charles n keith. cos i love the design man, finally can wear sth that is less formal to work. lol then evelyn went ahead with her shoes frenzy, bought 2! after that went to see her dog's training.

today- i was quite tired in the morning, i took a quick nap b4 i prepare the food. mr lim invited us over to his house. and since it was a pot luck so we each brought some food over. lol and i did asparagus bacon while charis prepared the corn soup. i would love to eat the corn but dont wish to give myself any trouble hahas so i forgo my favourite food. and i forgot to tell charis that the soup is very nice. anyway the asparagus bacon received good feedback hahas.
rushed down to serangoon gardens for table tennis. oh well, i was rather sian when my senior called him to join us. and he brought another guy over. *shrug, a little funny, we only managed to book the table at 6 then instead of waiting for the guys to finish playing, we joined the other room. at least it was fun playing with the ppl in there. surprising one of the guy is yr 1 in srjc. after that we played on our own until 7pm, its been so long since i practise so much. it was way better than playing in school. yep so next sunday another table tennis session at serangoon gardens. i hope we will play tt more often. i realise every wkend im staying away from home, lol, its good in a way. i guess its ages since i felt that im leading a human life =D

i wanna scream right now. boredom is eating me up. feeling lousy every minute.
i think im really a complain queen.
would someone just tell me this: i cant have the best of both worlds.
bleah, going running later. no heavy dinner.
i dont know what else to say. hate being at home ALONE.

二月了！一天连续“刊登”两个posts 都是围绕着同样的东西。星期三就要考BTT 了啦！突然， 我想“莫名其妙”这四个字应该比较恰当，去考车。是我嫌时间太多吧。

我讨厌现在的处境。害怕和焦虑很快就被时间抹去。

i just need 4 more fridays